tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-65896121030642601312012-02-05T17:01:51.063-08:00Yksi tie, Jeesus...sinä olet se tie, totuus ja elämäLavenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08912459894342854728noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6589612103064260131.post-88352269545326234922007-09-19T03:11:00.000-07:002008-12-10T18:00:47.489-08:00I changed my blog to English because of my Swedish friends. Please notice that my English isn't very well.<br /><br />I had a very bad time the last few months. I've never felt that way before. So many things weren't good and crushed me down. I couldn't see the good things in my life anymore. God was anywhere.... But I put on a mask and nobody could see how I felt.<br /><br />Elements of Rock 2007 made a change to me. After the festival I wasn't able to wear this mask anymore. I had a very good time at EoR and God spoke through friends to me....Through their words and actions. I couldn't live as before....<br /><br />I found a good woman for pastoral care and she could help me a lot. There were also my friends Gabi, Toni, Sven and last but not least my "dad" Janzi. It was so great to have them and it is still great of course! Thank you guys for all you have done for me!<br /><br />It tooks its time till I found a way I can go straight on in my life. Tears, pain, sorrows and fear were my daily companions.<br /><br />And finally was my vacation in Sweden! I felt so great there. We had a great time at Janzis place and at Rickes place too of course. At last! I could rest....needed it so so much!<br /><br />Katja started to see the good things in her life. I saw Jesus who was holding my hand the whole time. He carried me in my hours of darkness. At the blackest time in my life he gave me the best thing I can have. He gave me such good friends and he gave me Sven. Everything fell into place.<br />I got a new chance to live. I drew a line and started again in something like a new life.<br /><br />I have good conversations with my boss all the time. I found an apartment for my own and can move in 1,5 week. I know the gifts of the Holy Spirit and I wanna use them the right way. But I learned to delimitate myself to find time to calm down and take it easy. The relationship to Sven is great and we try to give our best for it.<br /><br />I look forward to live my own life and go straight always with Jesus at my side.<br /><br />At this point I wanna say thank you to my redeemer! Thank you father for all you have done and you're going to do. Thanks to all my lovely friends and tack så mycket min älskling! Jag ser fram emot att dela mitt liv med dig!<span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"> <span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">Jag älskar dig!</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">I also wanna say I'm sorry to all people I was hu</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 102, 102);">r</span>tful and to all I had to hurt.<br />And Satan go back to hell! You're a looser! You will burn in eternal fire! I'm saved by Jesus Christ my messiah!<br /><br /><br /><b class="highlight_text">The LORD upholds all those who fall and lifts up all who are bowed down.<br /></b>Psalms 145, 14<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ZPXToQxGUIA/RvEXRobOolI/AAAAAAAAD3U/pQZ2U_0iFf0/s1600-h/29621.bmp"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ZPXToQxGUIA/RvEXRobOolI/AAAAAAAAD3U/pQZ2U_0iFf0/s320/29621.bmp" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5111892643719062098" border="0" /></a><br /></div><br /><span style="text-decoration: underline;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span> <a href="http://www.dict.cc/englisch-deutsch/apartment.html"></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6589612103064260131-8835226954532623492?l=lavenas-gruft.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Lavenahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08912459894342854728noreply@blogger.com2